敬启者之I CAN NOT GO BACK

I won't go back.

I'll make sure of that.

Splitting from you set me free somehow.

I know it is a cruel way to say it.

Who knows?

You are the one who defines cruelty.

Don't take me wrong.

It is not a blame, well,

not anymore, to be exact.

Perhaps it is better to put this way.

When we are together,

I only see you, see us.

I did not see me, I knew and I did not care.

Now,

I see everthing, I see myself in so many different ways.

I could be good or bad, or anything between.

I feel free.

However freedom never equals happiness.

I am aware of this too.

And I am ok with it.

I am not a greedy person, you know that.

I was not even possessive about you.

Perhaps I should be,

well I did not want to be a drama.

It is weird when I realized all these thoughts,

you are still the one I want to tell and share.

I hope I set you free too.

All best.

Up留言:有些字用母语写觉得矫情，这样就还好。