【裸辞Vlog】为什么我辞去大学教师编制（全英无中字）/ 纯分享 不做任何...
翻译了一下windy老师的vlog，可能有些地方有些小问题。
Hello,welcome to my channel.
你好，欢迎来到我的频道。
Over the past year,losts of ups and downs popped up in my life,well,mostly downs.
过去的一年，我的生活起起落落,当然，大部分是落。
My long-time fans may know that I used to be a college English teacher while I quit my job in last September and then started my half gap half job-seeking journey in Hangzhou.
我的忠实粉丝可能知道，我曾经是一名大学英语老师，但在去年九月辞职，在杭州开始了我的半空挡半求职之旅。
Confusions and doubts came from all directions including my parents.
困惑和疑虑来自四面八方，也包括我的父母。
Because in most people's eyes,It's stupid for a girl to give up such a decent job with "编制".
因为在大多数人看来，一个女孩放弃这样一份体面的工作编制是愚蠢的。
So after resignation,I never went back home.To be honest,the whole process was very tough.
所以辞职后，我再也没有回家。说实话，整个过程非常艰难。
Unemployment and the pandemic,wow double kill.parents' blame and push triple kill.
失业和疫情，哇，双杀。父母的指责和推动是三杀。
But in today's video,I just want to share with you why I decided to make such a decision.
但在今天的视频中，我只想和大家分享我为什么做出这样的决定。
First,I don't think I am qualified to be a college teacher.
首先，我认为我没有当一名大学教师的资格。
The current college teacher evaluation system makes me feel like a loser.
现行的大学教师评价体系让我觉得自己是个失败者。
My there-year's experience made me realized that the priority of a college teacher is to deal with matters related to scientific research.
我三年的经历让我意识到，大学教师的首要任务是处理与科学研究有关的事情。
Again such condition,to be a good teacher ,you're gonna publish hight level papers,take charge of or be involved in academic projects, attend several academic conferences,try every means to apply for fund projects.
再加上这样的条件，要想成为一名好老师，你必须发表高水平的论文，负责或参与学术项目，参加几次学术会议，想方设法申请基金项目。
All these don't hold my interest and I don't have any confidence in fulfilling them.
所有这些都没有引起我的兴趣，我也没有任何信心去实现它们。
The worst part is I really can't see any value in doing these things.
最糟糕的是，我真的看不出做这些事情有什么价值。
My inner sense of value is contradictory with this career's underlying requirements.Horrible!
我内心的价值感与这份职业的基本要求相矛盾。太可怕了!
I am not saying I hate reading book or learning. Learning for me,it's a very happy experience. I will never stop learning.I enjoy learning.
我并不是说我讨厌读书或学习。学习对我来说是一次非常愉快的经历。我永远不会停止学习。我喜欢学习。
In addition,since I only got a masters degree. It's inevitable for me to purse a PhD degree as soon as possible that is not what I want to do In my future career.
此外，由于我只获得了硕士学位。对我来说，尽快获得博士学位是不可避免的，这不是我未来职业生涯中想做的。
I mean I love teaching english and helping my students with their study or their other .
我的意思是，我喜欢教英语，帮助我的学生学习或其他方面。
I want to improve my teaching ability instead of my research ability.I want to be an educator instead of a researcher.
我想提高我的教学能力而不是研究能力。我想成为一名教育家而不是研究者。
For me，education is not only teaching but how to bring in the great potential of my students, how to encourage them to be themselves and how to be a happy adult.
对我来说，教育不仅仅是教学，而是如何激发学生的巨大潜力，如何鼓励他们做自己，如何成为一个快乐的成年人。
I know I am kind of idealist under the status quo.Many students even don't want to take classes at all especially a common required course.
我知道在这种现状下我是一个理想主义者。许多学生甚至根本不想上课，尤其是一门普通的必修课。
The sence of separation and incompetence surrounded me which makes me feel frustrated day by day.
分离感和无能感包围着我，这让我每天都感到沮丧。
Second，my wage is too low and if I can not pass scientific research assessment.My wage will be cut to lower.
第二，我的工资太低，如果我不能通过科研考核，我的薪水会被削减。
I think we all agree money can solve most of the problems we face in our lives besides getting sense of accomplishment.
我想我们都同意，除了获得成就感之外，金钱还可以解决我们生活中面临的大多数问题。
Another important reasons why we work lie in we can get material gains to help us make a living,tackle the troubles occurred in life and enrich our living experiences and this leads to my third reason.
我们工作的另一个重要原因是，我们可以获得物质收益来帮助我们谋生，解决生活中发生的麻烦，丰富我们的生活体验，这就是我的第三个原因。
I want to live in a bigger city where the wage level can be higher and more opportunities can be found to earn money above all I can see the possibility that I can promote my income through my effort.
我想住在一个更大的城市，那里的工资水平可以更高，可以找到更多的赚钱机会。最重要的是，我看到了通过努力提高收入的可能性。
Besides I have strong need for enrich cultural and recreational activities.Big city can mostly satisfy my need.What's more in big city,No one cares about my identify my age my hobby blah blah blah.
此外，我对丰富文化娱乐活动有着强烈的需求。大城市大多能满足我的需求。更重要的是，在大城市里，没有人关心我的身份、年龄、爱好等等。
The whole air is much more easier and slack.I can have a ample room to be myself and to do the things I really like to do.
整个氛围变得轻松多了。我可以有足够的空间做我自己，做我真正喜欢做的事情。
However，there are also several disadvantages for living in big city.The cost of living comes first.While different choices different roads.
然而，在大城市生活也有几个缺点。生活成本是第一位的。不同的选择不同的道路。
There's no such a road called smooth until the end.
没有这样一条路平坦直到尽头。
As a adult,I only to be responsible for my own decisions.I don't need to explain to anyone.This is my life.I have the final say.
作为一个成年人，我只需要对自己的决定负责。我不需要向任何人解释。这是我的生活,我说了算。
Life is not easy.We should always choose to believe in our judgement and have faith in ourselves.
生活并不容易。我们应该始终选择相信自己的判断，相信自己。
No cry no regrets.More courage,more possibility.That's all for my todays sharing.Thanks for your attention.see you!
不哭不后悔。多一份勇气，多一份可能性。今天的分享就到这里。谢谢大家的关注。再见！
"Life is full failures, regrets, struggles and even death.who you are is defined by what you are willing to struggle for! The joy is in the exploration itself."
“生活充满了失败、遗憾、挣扎甚至死亡。你是谁取决于你愿意为什么而奋斗！快乐就在于探索本身。”
