【TSCN】【中英字幕】Taylor歌曲背后的故事Anti-Hero, Beje

encapsulate

play out

dismal

self-loathing

self-awareness

self-hatred

self-love

bejeweled

There are tiny inflections of me ...

hype

hype sb. up

pump up

in the middle of the night

When you're up late at night

polarizing emotions

spiral

beat yourself up

beat up on sb.

flipping this narrative

planning and plotting

inside joke