Crystalline

Producer：CircusP

Singer：GUMI

Tell me what to say

告诉我该倾诉些什么

And lead me through the shadows

然后引导我穿过阴影

Show me the escape

向我展示出路

Where you go, I will follow

无论你去哪，我都会跟随

I left behind all that I used be

我抛弃了过去的自己

So that you’d stay with me

这样你就能和我在一起

And you’ve become everything that I need

而你已经成为我维持理智

For my sanity

所需的一切

How can something so enticing

究竟是什么东西会有如此吸引力

Have such awful side effects

有如此可怕的副作用

All the itching and the scratching

戒除它的瘙痒和伤痛

From withdrawal keeps me out of check

使我难以克制

I am fixated on all of the things we were together

我仍痴迷于我们在一起时美好的一切

But those are fragments

但现在这些只是支离破碎的碎片

That are better off lost forever

最好还是随风飘散

I’m falling apart piece by piece

你俨然使我

To shards of what you have made me

粉碎成了一块块碎片

But I’ve risen above all that I’ve become

但我已经跨越了我的曾经

Turned from the pain I was trained to love

厌恶于过去的伤痛我被教训着去学会爱

I left behind all the I used to be

我遗忘了过去的自我

But this time I did it for me

但这次只为了我自己

And you were everything I needed

而你是我解放自己

To set me free

所需的一切

If I cut the strings that held me hostage

如果我割断绑架我的绳索

Would I fall and shatter?

我会跌倒然后粉碎吗

If that’s what it takes to breathe again

如果这是我重获自由的代价

Would it even matter?

那这一切是否值得呢

How can something so enticing

究竟是什么东西会有如此吸引力

Have such awful side effects

有如此可怕的副作用

All the itching and the scratching

戒除它的瘙痒和伤痛

From withdrawal keeps me out of check

使我难以克制

I am fixated on all of the things we were together

我仍痴迷于我们在一起时美好的一切

But those are fragments

但现在这些只是支离破碎的碎片

That are better off lost

最好还是随风飘散

And just

只是

How can something so enticing

究竟是什么东西会有如此吸引力

Have such awful side effects

有如此可怕的副作用

All the itching and the scratching

戒除它的瘙痒和伤痛

From withdrawal keeps me out of check

使我难以克制

I am fixated on all of the things we were together

我仍痴迷于我们在一起时美好的一切

But those are fragments

但现在这些只是支离破碎的碎片

That are better off lost forever!

最好还是永远失去！

No matter how much people try to put you down or make you think other things about yourself, the only person you can trust about who you really are is you.    ”

——Crusher-P

这是我非常喜欢的一首英文的GUMI曲，英文调的非常棒的同时歌词也写得很好，但是我觉得一些音乐平台上的翻译有点奇怪所以我自己又做了一次翻译，以直译为主，意译为辅，可能不是特别优美但也算表达出了我心中这首歌的内涵吧。

结合PV和歌词，这首歌主要是以GUMI描述了一个女孩恋爱的心路历程（GUMI不愧是苦情歌之王2333）从刚开始的被PUA为爱付出一切到逐渐看清现状，选择挣脱对方的束缚，也正如Crusher-P所说“The only person you can trust aout who you really are is you.”认清真实的自己后她选择跨越自己的曾经，去重获新生。

附录：PV中出现的话

I am not going to be scared anymore. 我再也不会恐惧

I will not run 我不会再逃避

Nothing can stop me 没有什么能阻挠我

I am so much stronger than you'll ever give me credit for 我比你想象的要坚强得多

I won't let you belittle me 我不会让你再轻视我

You can't hurt me 你无法伤害我

I am strong 我很强壮

I am fearless 我无所畏惧

I survived 我活了下来

I'm proud of myself 我为自己自豪

I love myself 我爱我自己

I'm happy 我很快乐

I don't need you 我不需要你

I'm unstoppable 我无法阻挡

I am brave 我很勇敢

I'm a good person 我是个好人

Never again 没有下一次

I did this for me 我为自己而行动