许多时候人要学着 不用过度责备自己
许多时候人要学着
不用过度责备自己。
“《继承之战：第四季》Pierce家族是根据了？＂的这一集是在3月30日上架在B站，这一上架的隔天早上就有B站的账号是陆续留了两则很恶意又激烈的负评留言。
第一则的文字我秒读后，心就有个底是怎么一回事…
把这些无用的留言像是家中的垃圾丢了之后，没多久来了第二则留言中提到了“提词机”，我就笑了出来，因为…
这支账号是「露了马脚！」，而且有很大的机会和上则留言，是同一个人，然后也把这则留言不费力的都丢进垃圾桶中，因为我知道…我这集会中！会有人看、会有回响。
我的每个单元，目前都是我自己写的稿子，没假手他人，在做自己的频道也是只有我和摄影师就2人，有些时候就我1人就搞定一切，我没动用我公司其它人力资源，因为“杀鸡何必用牛刀？”
最近也才加了AI人工智能，帮我分析和查找数据，以再降底信息的出错率。
另外…
我谈的影集、电影作品，都是我本人真正的看过的，而且我不只是做成影像等级的单元《 #影视剧诚实说 》还把我的想法文字化或是PODCAST化。
我在多些了解作品的同时也在为各位解析作品，将自己查询的数据经消化后，再一并分享给网络上也同感兴趣的网友们。
我的频道不是营销号，应该是说我不是那些“常规的营销号”，因为我仅是单纯把我公司由我制作的广告，安置在我每个单元中，观众也有选择的、并非强制性的一定非看广告不可。
而我的用意是为我的业者们做网络广告露出和推广，网友也可以从我的频道这里得到他/她们想了解或是想知道的讯息，我认为这是彼此互惠。
我不靠做单元然后平台拨利润给我赚钱，那根本养不活我，我可能吃个一餐都比这些平台分配的利润还多很多。
要名的话，也不需要，况且我才多少粉丝？谈名气？我自己都笑死自己了，我没必要做个自媒体来把自己变的俗气到那个恶烂境界。
但有些“营销号”可就不这样想了…
他们会认为我的每期内容是在挡了他们的财路/流量，不只在B站会遇到在做YOUTBE也是一样。
譬如我做了那集“溪湖羊肉炉＂的介绍（连结：https://www.bilibili.com/video/BV1W14y1L7v4/ ），过了都好久好久（从冬天都快到夏天了），才有一则留言来骂我。
都做自媒体快七年的我，是根本不走心的在删垃圾留言的同时，也查了一下是不是近期也有其它台湾的YOUTUBER也上架了“溪湖羊肉炉＂在做相同或类似的主题，不查还好一查还果真是！！
所以为何我在B站上看到写了“提词机”时，我笑了出来，因为很少有观众会在乎提词机这事，也只有圈中的人会看得这么细，所以…“这些人的确是妒嫉我，也只能用些连AI都判读是垃圾的留言发来，天真以为会伤我半分”，真是人不好好做，连个AI都瞧不起的这些人，我真诚的可怜他/她们，可能还会笑他/她们。
但也有例外…
我反而很真心也虚心接受某些优质的批评，这些优质负评中有些看下去的确是酸或是会动气，但仔细去掉了自己的情绪，而认真分析其实都是可以让自己更好的、更上前的意义，不然铁粉也跟了这些年，也看到我这里一路以来的变化，有一半是我虚心接受大家给我的各式见意，才有一直都在不停变化的本频道（再加上我也是个很喜新厌久的人，所以喜欢求新求变）。
所以…
许多时候人要学着
不用过度责备自己
放大自己的苦难
让自己苦涙的像朵小花
演小花久了也真会烂成一垞泥的
还不如把时间放在让自己更强
还比较有意义
Many times, people need to learn not to blame themselves excessively.
"The episode of 'Succession: Season 4' titled 'Pierce' was released on Bilibili in China on March 30th, and the next morning there were a couple of malicious and aggressive negative comments left by some Bilibili users. I quickly read the text of the first comment and had a sense of what was going on. After throwing away these useless comments like household garbage, I soon came across the second comment which mentioned a 'prompter'. I burst out laughing because... the account that left these comments was 'exposed!' and there was a high probability that it was the same person who left the first comment. I easily threw away this comment as well because I knew... my episode would be seen and would have a response."
Each episode of my channel is currently written by myself, without relying on others. When producing my channel, there are only two people involved, myself and the cameraman. Sometimes, I even handle everything on my own. I haven't used any other company resources because "why use a sledgehammer to crack a nut?" Recently, I've added AI technology to help me analyze and search for information, which further reduces the error rate of the information I provide.
In addition, the TV series and movie productions I discuss are all ones that I have personally watched. Not only do I create video content for my series " HONEST Movie & TV series" but I also transform my thoughts into written or podcast formats. While I gain more knowledge about the productions, I also break them down for the viewers. I digest the information I research and share it with other netizens who share similar interests.
My channel is not a marketing account, or at least, I am not a "typical marketing account." I simply place ads that I create for my company within each episode. The audience can choose whether or not to watch the ads; they are not mandatory.
My intention is to help my business partners with online advertising and promotion, while also providing information that my viewers want to know or are interested in through my channel. I believe this is mutually beneficial. I don't rely on making content and getting profits from the platform, as that would not sustain me. I could earn more from just having a meal than the profit these platforms distribute. As for fame, it's not necessary. Moreover, how many followers do I have? Talking about fame is laughable to me. I don't need to be vulgar to achieve that kind of disgusting level.
However, some "marketing accounts" don't see it that way... They think that my content is blocking their revenue/traffic, not only on Chinese Bilibili but also on YouTube in Taiwan. For example, I made an episode introducing "Xihu mutton hot pot" (link: https://youtu.be/GhppDMszV6I) and it took a long time for someone to leave a comment criticizing me. As someone who has been doing self-media for almost seven years, I am used to deleting junk comments and I checked if other YouTubers in Taiwan have recently uploaded similar content on "Xihu mutton hot pot". To my surprise, some did!
So when I saw the term "prompter" on Bilibili, I laughed because very few viewers care about it and only those within the circle would notice. Therefore... "These people are indeed jealous of me and can only send comments that even AI would recognize as garbage. They are naive to think that they can hurt me in any way." I genuinely feel sorry for them and may even laugh at them.
But there are exceptions...
I actually genuinely and humbly accept certain high-quality criticisms. Some of these criticisms may seem bitter or anger-inducing at first, but if I take the time to remove my own emotions and seriously analyze them, they can actually help me improve and move forward. After all, my loyal fans have followed me all these years and have seen the changes in my channel. Half of those changes are a result of me humbly accepting various feedback from everyone. Additionally, as someone who is easily bored, I enjoy seeking out new challenges and changes.
So...
Many times, people need to learn
Not to overly blame themselves
Magnify their own suffering
Making themselves cry like a little flower
Acting as a little flower for too long will only make them wither away
It's better to spend time on making themselves stronger
It's more meaningful.
