「龙腾网」你的父母有多严格

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How strict are your parents?
你的父母有多严格？

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I have a younger sibling, she’s 9 and when I was her age I was quite a lot more smarter than her, so my parents get mad at her for not being intelligent but it’s not as much when I was a child, I always got compared to her, because she does sports and is extroverted, meanwhile I’m more into science and quite introverted,
My parents are all about academics, and even though when I was the same age as my sister I was more academically talented than her since I got more pressure put on me, but she’s the one who gets all the praise even though she didn’t do anything
Privacy? Hah, in my dreams that doesn’t exist for me
The only thing I eat is goddamn rice, ffs every time I complain she gets mad, honestly my body is 80% rice at this point
They don’t approve of the things I watch, which is mainly anime, I like the ones with blood and mystery like Attack on Titan and Death Note, can’t forget about Noragami :), my mom doesn’t approve of this stuff so I have to watch it in secret
I’ve stopped crying, my parents make me feel absolutely nothing inside, I’ve seen Banana Fish and didn’t cry, (SPOILERS?) the only thing I said to myself after finishing it was “Okay, he’s dead, that’s it” and went to go do the next thing, (SPOILER FINISHED) I genuinely didn’t understand why people got so sad after someone dies, I’ve had a lot of people from my outer family die and I still don’t feel anything, this sounds really insensitive but I really don’t care anymore, they’re just dead, that’s it, there’s nothing you can do, so why cry about it? It won’t bring them back, so just get in with your life, some people say it’s my way of missing them, (again, insensitive part) but I really don’t miss them or anything, i just can’t be bothered to care at this point
我有一个妹妹，她9岁，我在她这个年纪的时候比她聪明得多，所以我的父母经常因为她不聪明而生气，但在我小时候父母不会这样子生气，我总是被拿来和她作比较，因为她喜欢运动，性格外向，同时我更喜欢科学，性格比较内向。
我的父母都是学者，尽管当我和我妹妹同龄的时候，因为我承受了更多的压力，所以我比她更有学术天赋，但她是那个得到所有赞扬的人，尽管她什么也没做。
隐私？哈哈，这是在我的梦里都不存在的东西。
每当我抱怨她生气的时候，我唯一能吃的东西就是该死的米饭，老实说，我现在身体里80%都是米饭。
他们不赞成我看的那些东西，主要是动漫，我喜欢《泰坦之战》、《死亡笔记》等带有血腥和神秘色彩的动漫，我忘不了《野良神》，但我妈妈不赞成这样的东西，所以我只能偷偷看。
我已经不再哭了，我的父母让我感觉我的内心是空的、没有丝毫感觉，所以我看《战栗杀机》也没有哭（剧透？），看完后我对自己说的唯一一句话是“好吧，他死了，就这样”，然后就继续去做下一件事了（剧透完毕），我真的不明白为什么有人死后人们会这么伤心，有很多次我外婆家的亲人去世，但我还是什么感觉都没有，这听起来真的很麻木，但我真的不在乎了，他们只是死了，就这样，你什么都做不了，为什么哭呢？（眼泪）不会把他们带回来的，那（不如）就继续你的生活吧，有人说这是我想念他们的方式（同样，这是我不敏感的部分），但我真的不想念他们，我只是不在乎这一点。
Im very emotionally detached from my parents, I barely even talk to them at this point, I asked my dad once why I have no freedom and he said exactly this, “We give you freedom, we let you go upstairs by yourself,” the sad fact is that he was being genuinely serious
My music taste consists of mainly rock and rap, being a girl, my mom disapproves of this immensely
I’m not even allowed to go outside, or to the corner shop that is literally 5 minutes away
Okay here’s the kinda depressing part, don’t read if self harm/suicidal thoughts make you uncomfortable
As I’ve told you, I don’t cry, so I cut myself instead, my wrist looks like a barcode currently and most people feel guilt after they cut, but I don’t feel anything, I just wrap it in a tissue and cover it up, I want to cry, but I can’t, if I do, it’s only for about 1 minute then I suddenly stop and I can’t cry anymore, it’s like that scene from parasyte,(SPOILERS AGAIN IM SORRY) where Shinichi starts panicking, but then calms down instantly because of what Migi did to his heart, (SPOILER ENDED WE FINE)
I’ve been feeling suicidal lately because of my parents, I can’t go anywhere, I’ve tried counselling, it didn’t work, at all, the school didn’t do anything about it apart from give my parents a warning and that’s it, I can’t call childline since I don’t have a phone, the only thing keeping me going is that I’ll leave my house after I finish school and go to a uni in England, and when I’m 18 I plan on moving to Australia so I’m even farther away from my parents
This got kinda deep at the end but when you look at it, there’s really nothing I can do, I have no phone, nothing, so I’ll just gotta deal with it myself ykyk :’) it’s not like a have a choice, but yeah-
Welll that’s it thanks for coming to my Ted Talk I’m out ??
在情感上我和我的父母非常疏远，在这一点上我甚至很少和他们说话，我曾经问我爸爸为什么我没有自由，他很确切地说，“我们给你自由，我们可以让你自己上楼，”但可悲的是，他是真正认真地这么觉得的。
我喜欢的音乐主要是摇滚乐和说唱乐，我作为一个女孩，我妈妈非常反对这一点。
我甚至不被允许出去，也不被允许去仅仅只有5分钟路程的街角商店。
好吧，这是有点郁闷的部分，如果我自残或者自杀的想法让你不舒服，那么不要接着读下去。
我告诉过你，我不会哭，所以我割伤了自己，我的手腕现在看起来像一个条形码，大多数人割伤后都会感到内疚，但我什么也感觉不到，我只是用纸巾把它包住盖起来，我想哭，但我不能，如果我哭了，只会哭大约1分钟，然后我就会突然停下来，我不能再哭了，就像《寄生兽》里的那一幕，（再次抱歉我要剧透了）由于右对泉新一的心脏所做那些事情，泉新一开始惊慌失措，但他立刻就平静了下来（剧透结束了，我们还是很好）。
因为父母的原因，我最近一直有自杀的倾向，我哪儿都去不了，我试过心理咨询，但都没用，学校除了给父母一个警告外，什么都没做，就是这样，我没电话，所以不能打儿童热线，唯一能让我坚持下去的是我毕业后会离开家去英国的一所大学，当我18岁的时候，我计划搬到澳大利亚，这样我就离父母更远了。
结尾有点深奥，但当你看到这篇文章的时候，我真的什么都做不了，我没有电话，什么都没有，所以我只能自己来处理这些事情了。
好了，谢谢你来听我诉说，我说完了。