Though False（loa翻译练习）

We are going to talk about this passage here:

 

So this night if I would be healthy, I must assume that I am. If I would be wealthy, I must assume that I am. Don't ask anyone in this world for permission. If I would be anything, I must assume that I am; for that is asking in the only name that really responds.

所以这夜如果我想自己健康，那么我必须假设自己是健康的，如果我想变得富有，我必须假设我是富有的，不要去问任何人自己可不可以，如果我可以成为任何事物，我必须假设我就是。这就是询问中真正的回复的唯一答案“name”（命名）

When things seemed so black, I couldn't turn for light, I didn't know where to turn. Had no money, had none of this, none of that, and I dare to assume that I was the man that I wanted to be, and I was where I wanted to be---which would have taken quite a fortune. And strangely enough it came out of the nowhere. I didn't have to put my hand in the pocket of another to get it. I did nothing of which I was ashamed of to get it. It just happened.

当事物看起来如此灰暗，我无法转向光明，我也不知道去何方，我没钱，我啥都没有，但是我还是敢于去假设我就是我想要成为的那个人就是我想成为的那个人——这可是要花一大笔钱的。奇怪的是，它也不知道从哪里冒出来，我也不必把自己的手放在谁的口袋里去拿到它，我没有做任何让我羞愧的事，它就是发生了。

So tonight, you take this wonderful name and you try it. It won't fail you! I promise you, it won't fail you, just “I am.” Forget what you've done in this world, forget what people think you are; forget all the little tags to go put on you. Do take off everything and simply dwell on “I am.” Then in that I-Amness clothe it with your wish fulfilled.. Just try it. I'm telling you what I've experienced. This is not any theory, this is not speculation, this is pure experience. It comes that way in an ultimate bliss. – Neville

所以今晚，你将会得到这神奇的name（命名），并且你尝试它，它不会让你失望！，我向你保证，你永远不会失败，只是“I am，”忘记你在这个世界上做过的事，忘记别人对你的看法，忘记那些所有贴在你身上的小标签，别管任何事情，只是简单地凝思在“I am”，然后在“I am”中代入你愿望已经实现的感觉，去尝试吧，让我告诉你我的体验。这不是任何理论，这不是推测，这是纯粹的经历。这是一种终极的幸福。– Neville

Let's first understand that the SELF, the true you inside, the only you, wants the FEELING. That is what it is after. Repeating a scene over and over with worry will result with frustration. But to KNOW that the SELF inside wants the FEELING, then we can be confident to achieve that. You change SELF with FEELING.

首先让我们理解这是the SELF（自我），是内在真正的你，唯一的你，想要体验的感受，这个感受是自我所追求的，伴随着担忧来重复一个场景一次又一次只会导致挫败，但是知道了内在的自我想要这个感觉或体验，那么我们就有信心去实现它。你用感觉去改变自我。

So that is why Neville says, "Nothing to change but SELF." Then he also says, "Feeling is the secret." Well, if there is nothing to change but self, how is feeling the secret? Well, in order to change self, it changes through FEELING. This is so important because so many times, I have and others repeated countless affirmations to see little if any results. We repeat it 1000 times, hope it "sticks in the subconscious." Then we hear about feeling so we force feeling into it, and it changes us for a bit but then it becomes exhausting. It becomes exhausting because we feel that we HAVE TO feel this specific feeling or else.

因此这就是Neviile所说的“除了自我没有什么可以改变的”他也还说“Feeling是其中的秘密（技巧）”，如果说除了自我没有任何事物可以去改变，那么感觉的秘密是什么？为了去改变自我，我们需要通过感觉来改变。这是非常重要的一点，因为无数次，我和其他人都重复数不清的肯定语，却几乎看不到任何结果，我们重复了1000次肯定语，希望他能够扎根于潜意识，，接着我们知道肯定需要感觉，于是我们强迫自己去感受它，这会改变我们一会儿，但很快就会让我们精疲力竭。因为我们觉得我们必须要有这种特殊的感觉，否则就会无效。

If you have been reading this series, you already know the answer. There is no HAVE TO, but WANT TO. FEEL what you WANT to Feel. You discover what you want to feel by asking SELF inside. What do I want to feel? That I am great and my past cannot hold me back? FEEL that. It does not matter what it is, just something you have always wanted to feel. This is what changes us, and it as Neville says, feels like "ultimate bliss." And it does. It feels like your body has opened up and your Mind is at ease. Like you just quenched the thirst for the one within you. That you finally fed it and saved its from starvation. You almost feel like you are high all the time. Life becomes beautiful and relaxing. But it only comes to those who are not afraid to FEEL what they want. To the ones who aren't scared to FEEL that one FEELING that they fear. If you can just for a moment, set aside that fear, and FEEL what you want, you will feel that "ultimate bliss" Neville is speaking about.

如果你已经读了这个系列，你应该知道这个答案，不是非要做而是想做. 感受你想感受的。通过询问内在的自我你会察觉到你想要的感受，什么是我想要的感觉？是我很棒并且我的过去无法再阻止我？去感受它。不管它是啥，它只是你一些想要去体验感受的东西。这就是改变的我们的事物。正如Neville所说，感觉就像“最终的极乐”他就会实现，这感觉就像你的身体完全的打开，你的思想处于放松状态，就像你刚刚实现了你的内在的渴望。你终于喂饱了它，让它免于饥饿，你几乎觉得你一直很兴奋，生活变得美丽而轻松。但是这些只会在那些不再害怕去感受他们所想感受的人身上发生。对于一个不再害怕去感受他们害怕的感觉的人。如果你可以只是暂时把恐惧放下，然后去感受你想要的，你会感受到Neville说过的“最终的极乐”。

So when Neville says "Assume that..." that is only a feeling. All of this is feelings. Forcing affirmations, forcing feelings is not what you want. Maybe you are forcing the feeling of being wanted, and that is actually what you want, but because you are forcing it, it is causing you all sorts of problems. If you just changed the intention to feeling it because you want to feel it, because you want to fulfill all your desires within yourself with feeling, then you would be far happier.

所以当Neville说“假设……”时，那只是一种感觉。这一切都是感觉。强迫去肯定，强迫去感受，这些并不是你想要的。或许你在迫使自己去感受自己有被需要的感觉，这正是你想要的，但因为你在强迫自己，它会给你带来各种各样的问题。但如果你只是改变去感受它的意图，因为你想要感受它，因为你想要用感觉来满足自己所有的欲望，那么你会快乐得多。

Why does Neville say it won't fail you?

为什么Neville说你不会失败？

He says this because it can't! How can I say this, when I myself have failed? Because I did NOT change SELF! SELF cannot fail at expressing. And SELF is ALL that you FEEL to BE and HAVE in your MIND! If you were to remove the feeling of being unwanted, and assumed (FELT) you were entirely wanted, and all the experiences of that unwanted self would cease! If you stopped feeling guilty, all punishments would cease!

这是因为不可能失败！为啥我可以这样断定，什么时候我会失败？当我没有改变SELF时! 因为SELF一定会表现出来。而SELF是一切你能感受到的，是在你思维中拥有的一切！如果你已经消除了过去不想要的状态感受，并且假设（感觉）你完全处于你想要的状态，那么所有那些不想要的自我所带来的经历都会停止，如果你不再感受到愧疚，那么所有惩罚都会停止。

You don't need permission or someone to tell you that it is okay to feel what you want. Asking how do I release this guilt this fear, is to not understand you are creating it! In your Mind, allow yourself to not feel fear. Bring up a beautiful, wonderful feeling and intensify it. If fears stops you, then understand you are the only one stopping you. Then allow yourself the freedom of FEELING what you want with no worry. You are allowed to feel bliss to its extreme if you want.

你不需要别人的许可或者得别人来告诉你，去感受你想要感受的是可以的。如果你询问我是如何释放这种内疚和恐惧，这是因为你不明白是你在创造它!在你的头脑中，你得允许自己不去恐惧。去唤起一种美好的、美妙的感觉，并加强这种感觉。如果恐惧阻止了你，那么要明白你是唯一阻止自己的人。然后允许你自己自由地去感受你想要的，不用担心。如果你愿意，你可以感受极致的幸福。

If we are honest with ourselves, most of us imagine what we want but we do not FEEL what we want. The SELF is starving for that FEELING, for that freedom and change. If you want to be wanted, loved, do not just dip your feet in those waters. Dive in and FEEL not that are just "wanted" but the most wanted, that you are so loved it literally makes no sense, that you are deserving of more love than you giving yourself, that you deserve to be massaged and people enjoy pleasing you, they love your presence and you are so great and loving you always find yourself surrounded by brilliant people etc.

如果我们对自己诚实的话，其实我们中的大多数人都是想象我们想要什么，而不是感觉我们想要什么。The SELF（自我）非常渴望那种感觉，渴望那种自由和改变。如果你想被需要，被爱，不要只是把你的脚浸在水里。而是彻底沉浸其中，去感觉不是“被需要”，而是最需要的，你被爱得如此之深，简直是失去理智的被深爱。你值得得到比你给自己更多的爱，你值得被按摩，人们喜欢取悦你，他们喜欢你的存在，你是如此的伟大，你总是发现你身边都是优秀的人等等例子。

Just watch what happens. Then when you are receiving a neck, head and face massage out of the nowhere and the person looks at you with pleasure that they are doing it to you, you can thank me. Lol. (This happened out of the nowhere for me, I literally never get massages until I imagined getting them Lol.)

看看会发生什么。当你接受脖子、头部和脸部按摩时，那个人会很高兴地看着你，因为他们在为你按摩，你可以感谢我。哈哈(这对我来说是突然发生的，我从来没有得到按摩，直到我想象得到他们。哈哈)

So SELF or yourself cannot fail you. You always express what you FEEL to be and FEEL to have. There is NO OTHER CREATOR IN YOUR MIND. None. You are doing it ALL in your mind. You fear yourself or love yourself. You give or you take. There is no other God in the Mind but you.

所以SELF（自我）或者你自己永远不会让你自己失望，你总是表现出（在3D）你想成为的，你想拥有的。在你的头脑中没有其他的创造者。一个也没有。你在做这一切都在你的脑海里。你要么害怕自己，要么爱自己。你给予或索取。头脑中不会有其他的上帝，只有你。

Start here, start within. Learn to not be afraid of FEELING what you want. You cannot go wrong with freeing yourself, with seeing yourself as the greatest, the highest, most lovely and excellent, with hearing wonderful things. Have so much confidence in this: SELF CANNOT FAIL.

从这里开始，从自身开始。学会不要害怕感受你想要的。释放自己，视自己为最伟大、最崇高、最可爱、最优秀的人，聆听美妙的事物，你不会有错。要对这句话充满信心:自我不会失败（自我的力量永远不会让你失望。）

If I AM safe in my Mind, I will be safe in the world.

如果在我的心里（精神世界里）我是安全的，在这个世界我也是安全的。

If I AM loved in my Mind, I will be loved in the world.

如果在我的心里（精神世界里）我是被爱的，在这个世界我也是被爱的。

If I AM wealthy in my Mind, I will be wealthy in the world.

如果在我的心里（精神世界里）我是富有的，在这个世界我也是富有的。

If I AM praised in my Mind, I will be praised in the world.

如果在我的心里（精神世界里）我是被称赞的，在这个世界我也是被称赞的。

If I AM treated like a King in my Mind, I will be treated that way in the world.

如果在我的心里（精神世界里）我是被当做国王般对待，在这个世界我被当做国王般对待。

If I AM guiltless in my Mind, I will be guiltless in the world.

如果在我的心里（精神世界里）我是无愧的·，在这个世界我也是无愧的。

We are what we feel to be and have in Imagination and this dream world shapes to US.

在想象中，我们感觉自己是什么样的人，我们就是什么样的人，而这个梦想世界塑造了我们。

 翻译来源：柯柯柯柯br https://www.bilibili.com/read/cv15112238?spm_id_from=333.999.0.0 已获得允许。