TeacherGwen 我们一起神翻译|1.27 7.6

I think about the woman I have become lately, about the life that I am now living, and about how much I always wanted to be this person and live this life, liberated from the farce of pretending to be anyone other than myself. I think of everything I endured before getting here and wonder if it was me—I mean, this happy and balanced me, who is now dozing on the deck of this small Indonesian fishing boat—who pulled the other, younger, more confused and more struggling me forward during all those hard years.

我思考最近脱胎换骨的这个女人——也就是我自己，思考我现在正过着的生活以及思考我是有多么想变成现在这个人以及过着现在的生活，从想伪装成任何人除了我自己的闹剧中解放。我回想为了走到这一步以前经历过的种种，并且疑惑是不是我——我的意思是这个开心的、找到平衡的我，现在躺在印度尼西亚籍小渔船上打瞌睡的我——把另一个更年轻的、更迷惑的、更挣扎的我带着挺过了那些艰难的岁月。