全英vlog 40 | 请给我一个希望

Hey,
I'm here again,
writing down my thoughts,
guess you are wondering what im gonna talk about next,
well, im not surprised,
me the same,
because i have full of thoguhts,
It's like, I'm in an aquarium and my thoughts are on the other side of the glass, seemingly random, and I can only observe them swim around from afar, and I don't want to catch any of them because they look so harmonious from an objective point of view, and I just want to look at my thoughts like this, only form a distance, and maybe there's a bit of procrastination and laziness here, but, from this way, it is a lovely sight.
it is not like, i didnt try,
I tried, and Im trying, and i will still do,
because through the glass,
I see hope,
with light or withought light,
I cant tell,
only thing i can tell, is
before i find the light,
i should hold my head up and fight,
it takes strength and courage,
i know,
but i cant lost, before i knew how to be the light,
for u, for us.
Do me a favor,
hear me again,
once or twice,
this is all i ask,
or maybe,
show me a sight,
show me how to make things right,
at the end, it will pass,
and im asking you with all my breath,
bring me a hope.
嘿、
我又来了,
带着我的想法,
我猜你想知道我接下来要谈什么,
好吧,我并不惊讶,
我也一样好奇,
因为我有很多想法,
这就像,我在一个水族馆里,我的思绪在玻璃的另一边,是随机的,我只能从远处观察它们游来游去,我不想抓住它们中的任何一个,因为从客观的角度来看,它们看起来是如此的和谐,我只想这样从远处凝视着我的思绪,也许这里有一点拖延和懒惰,但是,从这个角度看去,这一幕,真美。
这并不是说,我没有尝试,
我尝试了,我依旧尝试着,而且我还会继续尝试、
因为在我脑子里的某个地方,
我看到了希望,
有无曙光,
我不知道,
我唯一知道的是,
在我找到曙光之前、
我应该抬起头来奋进,
这需要力量和勇气,
我知道,
但我不能迷失,在我知道如何成为曙光之前、
为你,为我们。
帮我一个忙,
再倾听我,
一次或两次,
这是我唯一的需求,
或许,
告诉我如何让事情进入顺轨、
最终,这一切将结束,
我用我的一呼一吸请求着你、
给我一个希望。