[aespa] - I'm unhappy 但是双向情感障碍 【英文填词翻...

It's even no kind of life
这都算不上是活着
Make no sense My day and night
昼夜毫无意义地交替
couldn't stop it in my head
它在我脑子里 我无法使其停下来
it's like every day
每天都是
I'm always good at killing my vibe
无法维持我的情绪
I feel so heavy whenever I try
当我试图控制 身体却变得沉重
couldn't cut me off from here...
无法斩断这混乱的纠缠
So I'm not okay
也因此难受
When could I back sober...get me clean?
什么时候可以让我重归清醒?
How could I reset log out and flee?
我该如何才能抽身逃离?
Did I just imagine?
这都仅仅是我的幻想吗?
But I'm falling...so falling
但我正在坠落…
Now I'm in the hell...Yeah I'm unhappy
此刻我如在炼狱般煎熬…
Suddenly I wake up...Find I'm so happy
下一刻又仿佛置身云端般快乐
Please give me some hints before every switch
求求了…在切换之前给我点提示也好
Don't know how to heal me...How I get here?
不知该如何拯救自己…是怎么走这一步的…
Even in the hell...Yeah I'm so happy
即使在地狱…亦如同在云霄之间
Now I'm unhappy...
煎熬度日
Why am I crying?
为何哭泣
Now am I laughing?
又为何大笑
I wanna fix it...But I couldn't help it
想要弥补…却无能为力
Morning breaks Still I'm all alone
清晨 我仍孑然一身
Would I keep this calm?
今日能否保持这份平静
Feel my head's spinning I wanna stop it
脑子嗡嗡作响 停不下来
Don't know what I'm living for...
甚至不知道为什么活着…