【Murasaki Hiroshi】取关这件事他在B站的回应

标题是我自己起的，因为原来叫什么我忘了（如有不当我会改）

动态原版已删，我就是好奇复制翻议了一下，就在我粘贴板里呆着了

动态原版是以链接的形式，链接是金山文档，打开后就是以下内容

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Shoto, a VTuber that I used to get along with, and interact a lot with.

数天前，我发布了一条推文来表达我对Shoto的看法。我之前与这位vtuber关系不错，也有过不少互动。

My tweet had the appearance of a childish person that got angry about being unfollowed on Twitter. In truth, yes, I got angry that night, but it was not about him simply choosing to unfollow people. It was due to a pattern of behavior I had experienced from Shoto before.

那条推文看起来像是一个幼稚的人因为在推特被取关而愤怒。而事实也是如此，那晚我确实很生气。但这不单单是因为Shoto选择取关别人，而是因为我注意到了我曾在他那里经历过的一种特定的行为模式。

It’s about his tendency of ghosting and cutting off his friends and mutuals he interacted with a lot without explanation, which started right around the time when his popularity started rising.

我生气的原因是Shoto倾向于在不提供任何解释的情况下切断与曾经频繁互动的朋友和互关好友的联系。而这些都始于他人气开始上升的时候。

I would like to explain this further, but before that, I wanted to apologize to the mutuals/creators I involved in my tweet, since I would also get upset if I was pulled into something with no warning like that. I got angry that night, and didn’t think my words through.

我愿意就此详细说明，但在此之前，我想向我在推文中提及的互关/内容创作者们道歉。若是我被此般毫无提醒地卷入一些事件，也会感到不适。那晚我太过愤怒，没有仔细斟酌字句。

I’m a person that likes to express my opinion freely, and when I get pissed off, I tend to act on it honestly.

我是一个喜欢自由表达观点的人。所以当我生气时，我更倾向于坦诚地把这种情绪表现出来。

I actually didn’t want to publicly explain why Shoto has pissed me off so much over this past year. The tweet was posted in the spur of the moment, because I was angry that he had made my good friend Merry sad. A person who I spent my summer holidays, new year’s, and my birthday with. He is not just a mutual, but a real, close friend of mine, and I could not ignore how it made him feel, when I told him that Shoto had unfollowed him that night.

我此前并不愿公开说明Shoto在过去一年里种种令我生气的行为。那条推文是我一时冲动而发，Shoto让我的好朋友Merry伤心了，我因此十分愤怒。我和Merry一起度过夏日假期，一起迎接新年，他还陪我过了我的生日。于我而言，他不仅仅是推特上的一个互关，而是一位真实且亲近的朋友。所以那晚我告诉他Shoto取关了他之后，我无法忽略这件事对他情绪的影响。

While Merry decided to say nothing, and just move on, I couldn’t help but get angry.

Merry决定闭口不谈，就此揭过此事，但我却忍不住自己的愤怒。

But since nobody else has any idea why this would make me angry, it seems only fair to share the reason for my reaction. I wrote to Shoto privately, months ago, when he unfollowed me and completely ghosted me, with no warning. I was very lost and confused, why he would discommunicate me in such a way.

考虑到其他人并不知道为什么这件事如此令我愤怒，似乎分享这背后的原因才是唯一合适的决定。在Shoto几个月前毫无征兆地取关我并完全切断与我的联系时，我私下给他发了信息。我很失落也很不解，为什么他会以这种方式与我切断联系？

Shoto and I interacted long before he became the popular vtuber he is today. He seemed like a very nice person, and I respected and supported him. I would interact with him, draw fan art of our characters together, and commission art of our characters together. Shoto always reacted positively to these things.

我和Shoto在他成为如今这般高人气vtuber之前很久就开始互动了。当时他看起来是个很不错的人，我尊重且支持他。我会和他互动，画我们两个人角色的同人图，约我们两个人角色相关的画稿。而Shoto也总是对这些做出积极回应。