论“生”与“死”
我一直向往永生，虽然我讨厌这个世界，但我不知道死后将要面对什么，我虽不惧怕死亡，可如果说能有更好的更能看清前方的选择的话，我想我定会选择永生。
有很多人觉得永生只不过是是长存的痛苦罢了，嗯…….不敢苟同。我见过这样一段话：
不要用非永生的大脑，去思考永生后的烦恼。
你看蝙蝠，目不能视，近乎于盲，何其可怜；蝙蝠看你，不闻超波，近乎于聋，何其不幸。
你看燕雀，孱孱弱体寄人篱下，一根竹竿宰其生死；鸽燕看你，体胖臃肿不能翱翔，徘徊地面哪得自由。
你看猫狗，生命区区十余载，每日受困屋房中，只是人类一玩伴；猫狗看你，终日奔波不得闲，喂食铲屎不敢忘，只是喵汪一奴仆。
生命的意义是时间的尺度决定的。
在只能活三个季的蚱蜢眼里，秋季就是生命的尽头，后面是地狱般的寒冬，活着定是无尽的痛苦。
在只能活一天的蜉蝣眼里，池塘之大就是彼之沧海，朝生暮死，不知晦朔，世间值得已全部看尽。
五岁的孩童哭闹，因为错过了30分钟的动画，对她来说，那是她生命中有意义的。
十七岁的少女苦恼，因为错付了30天的爱情，对她来说，那是她生命中有意义的。
三十岁的中年忧虑，因为错失了30月的工作，对她来说，那是她生命中有意义的。
五十岁的知命烦懑，因为蹉跎了30年的韶华，对她来说，那是她生命中有意义的。
八十岁的耄耋懊恼，只因为今日大风，没能如往常一样坐于廊前，看天空云卷云舒，看庭前花开花落，咀嚼岁月如常，对她来说，用生命品味时间就很有意义。
我们觉得永生是酷刑，因为思考这个问题的，是非永生的大脑。
我们很难设想以亿万年计的生命要去思考什么，见证什么，尝试什么，他们做事意义在哪里，带来的收获是什么，感动和喜悦的又是什么。
只有当生命真到了这个维度，我们可能才会逐渐寻找新的愉悦和感动。
可能是发出一束光，等待4.24年看到另一个星系的回应，那是人马座的时间。
可能是洒下一片生命种子，过35亿年看看会进化出什么生物，那是生命的时间。
可能是见证一个瞬间，用140亿年看看万物从无到有，从坍塌到膨胀，那是宇宙的时间。
总之，用有限生命的头脑，可能无法设想永生生物的快乐。
就像处男做春梦，到了关键时刻总是编不下去醒来的。
Don't use a non immortal brain to think about the troubles after immortality.
When you look at bats, they can't see. They are almost blind. How pathetic; Bats look at you and don't smell superwaves. They are almost deaf. How unfortunate.
Look at the sparrow. Its weak body depends on others. A bamboo pole kills its life and death; Pigeons and swallows look at you. You are fat and can't fly. You can't be free to wander on the ground.
You see, cats and dogs have only lived for more than ten years. They are trapped in the house every day. They are just a playmate of mankind; Cats and dogs look at you. They are busy all day. They dare not forget to feed and shovel excrement. They are just a servant.
The meaning of life is determined by the scale of time.
In the eyes of grasshoppers who can only live three seasons, autumn is the end of life, followed by the cold winter of hell. Living must be endless pain.
In the eyes of mayflies who can only live for one day, the size of the pond is the sea of the other. They live and die day by day. They don't know the future. The world is worth seeing all of it.
The five-year-old cried because she missed 30 minutes of animation, which was meaningful in her life.
A 17-year-old girl is distressed because she paid her love for 30 days by mistake. For her, it is meaningful in her life.
The 30-year-old middle-aged worried because she missed 30 months of work. For her, it was meaningful in her life.
The 50-year-old is unhappy because she has wasted 30 years. For her, it is meaningful in her life.
The 80 year old was upset that she couldn't sit in front of the porch as usual because of the strong wind today, watching the clouds roll in the sky, watching the flowers bloom and fall in front of the court, and chewing the years as usual. For her, it's very meaningful to taste time with her life.
We think immortality is torture, because it is the non immortality brain that thinks about this problem.
It is difficult for us to imagine what billions of years of life should think, witness, try, what the meaning of their work is, what the harvest they bring, and what they are moved and happy.
Only when life really reaches this dimension, we may gradually look for new pleasure and touch.
It may be to send out a beam of light and wait for 4.24 years to see the response of another galaxy, which is the time of Sagittarius.
It may be to sprinkle a seed of life and see what creatures will evolve in 3.5 billion years. That's the time of life.
It may be to witness a moment. It takes 14 billion years to see everything from scratch, from collapse to expansion. That's the time of the universe.
In short, with the mind of limited life, it may not be possible to imagine the happiness of eternal creatures.
Just like a virgin having a spring dream, he can't make it up and wake up at the critical moment.
实话说，我认为这很正确。其实我甚至能用更简单的几句话来概括一下这段话的道理；对于明日就将死之人如何想像年后落日，对于刚出生的婴儿来说又何须担心睡眠导致的虚度年华。想像是美好的，可不是完美的；想像终究是想像，无法具象成现实。我们生为生命，无法评价长命之苦（因为没有资格）；无法批判短命之哀（因为没有标准）。
我一直都觉得，只要生为生命就无法评价生命，不能真正意义上的成为并体验多种不同的生命形式就不能将其放之天平将之比较，只有能绝对带入他人的设身处地，并已绝对理性进行评价，这才是我所认可的他人的批判，我们对他人或他人对自己只能去理解，向来没有资格去批判因为我们即使尽全力也只能从两个视角去看待且只要处于其中就很难保证绝对理性，不过终究也就是现在的我的不成熟的看法罢了。
我之所以向往长命向往永生，因为我能有大把时间去解决问题，只要这样一来，我想即使是我最讨厌的世界也能有成为乐园的时候，可-这并不现实。
“人固有一死，或重于泰山，或轻于鸿毛，用之所趋异也。”我想应该都耳熟能详了，我其实并不喜欢将人的生命重量放在付出上，人生在世，单一个活字就以不易，尽应进之事？（扯淡）为他人奉献？（这是应该对生活阔绰之人说的）随性所活，随心而动。向往-但不现实。作为一介普通人，每日过的还算开心，能为向跌倒之人伸手，即使不富裕也能继续梦想，平平淡淡的生活，平平淡淡的死去，不愧对于任何人这已是很难达成的生活，可即使没有做到这些，不说丰功伟业，即使是胎死腹中的婴儿都是伟大的，生命之伟大向来不单单属于英雄，只要还在匍匐挣扎，即使难堪也依然在活下去，这又何尝不是一种英雄。
说起来，我的外公是一位非常温柔的人，我的爷爷奶奶在我父亲小时候就已经去世了，所以我自幼便将外公外婆称作爷爷奶奶，外公现在的身体并不是很好，我也知道外公大概陪伴不了我多久了，但我一直都有做心里准备，我想用笑容送外公离开，毕竟那可是外公摆脱病痛折磨的一天，是该庆祝的，虽然我一只对爷爷说你是一定要参加我的婚礼的，但.、我心里清楚，那天我应该不会哭吧，现在也依稀记得曾健壮的外公伴我玩耍的时光，明明就在几年前。
我是个喜欢活在当下的人，可我却老是担忧未来，后悔当初，其实对于死我应该是害怕的，我对所有未知都抱有警惕，但很显然我没有经历过死亡，只做过旁观者，所以我常告诫自己专注于现在，未来也好当初也罢，然后我便说不下去了，我做不到啊 。总会释怀的，也许是以后，也许是明天，但绝不会是今天。
