全英vlog 51 ｜瞬间，时间似乎失去了意义
Recently, I've been noticing how quickly time passes. My to-do list is never-ending and 24 hours just don't seem like enough. I'm struggling to keep up with the ticking clock, so I find myself isolated from the world and being flooded with random thoughts. I quickly pick up my phone to jot down the thoughts in my journal, feeling like I'm in a race against time. I wish I could press a button and enter a time warp, so I could make the most of my day and make the most of my productivity. I grabbed my phone and reread the memo, wishing that I could breach the boundaries of time and space to make the most of both day and night; to have time stand still so that I can be productive during the day and explore the seemingly endless opportunities the night has to offer. Who has the power to control time? What is the meaning of time?
Despite the abundance of thoughts, I am but a mere mortal with finite energy and time, and I cannot control the restrictions placed upon me. Many people remark that when you have a lot to do, the hours seem to fly by; however, if I don't want time to move too fast, I'll take my time and not rush through tasks. Reflecting on my day, I did not achieve any of my goals, yet I experienced an incomparable sense of joy that only a slow life can provide. Every moment seemed to be charged with a beauty that seemed to bring out my endorphin-driven dopamine addiction. I refuse to let the clock dictate my life, I'm going to live it my way.
Rather than keeping track of time by the passing of seconds, I will measure it by the beats of my heart.
I was so caught up in the moment on the Vineyard that I ignored the list, the wagon seemed to gallop along the trail adding to the charm of the moment, my little nephews made me smile, and I did nothing, but I was content.
最近，我发现时间过得真快。我的待办事项永无止境，24 小时似乎不够用。我很难跟上滴答作响的时钟，所以我发现自己与世隔绝，满脑子都是乱七八糟的想法。我赶紧拿起手机，把这些想法记在日记里，感觉自己在和时间赛跑。我希望能按下一个按钮，进入时光隧道，这样我就能充分利用一天的时间，提高工作效率。我拿起手机重读备忘录，希望能突破时间和空间的界限，充分利用白天和黑夜；让时间静止，这样我就能在白天提高工作效率，在黑夜探索似乎无穷无尽的机会。谁有权控制时间？时间的意义是什么？
尽管有很多想法，但我只是一个精力和时间都有限的凡人，我无法控制施加在我身上的限制。很多人都说，当你有很多事情要做的时候，时间似乎过得飞快；但是，如果我不想让时间过得太快，我就会慢慢来，不急于完成任务。回顾我的一天，我没有实现任何一个目标，但我体验到了只有慢生活才能带来的无与伦比的快乐。每一刻似乎都充满了美感，似乎让我的内啡肽驱动的多巴胺上了瘾。我拒绝让时间主宰我的生活，我要按照自己的方式生活。我不再打算用时钟得嘀嗒计算时间，而用心跳的次数计算时间。
比起计划中的清单，我更被此时此刻的葡萄树所吸引，路上的小马车也让我的此时此刻变的更有趣，我被我的小侄子们逗笑，我什么都没做，但是我很快乐。
