［宋亚轩×我］In Your Light·C62

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your light》《oh my angel》《有一种悲伤》《sonder》和《奔赴》"},{"insert":"\n"},{"attributes":{"color":"#000000"},"insert":" "},{"insert":"\n"},{"attributes":{"color":"#000000"},"insert":"-"},{"insert":"\n"},{"attributes":{"color":"#000000"},"insert":" "},{"insert":"\n"},{"attributes":{"color":"#000000"},"insert":"“若世界狂若洪流，我陪你寻觅方舟，自由在夜的尽头。”"},{"insert":"\n"},{"attributes":{"color":"#000000"},"insert":" "},{"insert":"\n"},{"attributes":{"color":"#000000"},"insert":"-"},{"insert":"\n"},{"attributes":{"color":"#000000"},"insert":" "},{"insert":"\n"},{"attributes":{"color":"#000000"},"insert":"106."},{"insert":"\n"},{"attributes":{"color":"#000000"},"insert":" "},{"insert":"\n"},{"attributes":{"color":"#000000"},"insert":"距离那个让我失落的夜晚好像已经过了很久了。"},{"insert":"\n"},{"attributes":{"color":"#000000"},"insert":" "},{"insert":"\n"},{"attributes":{"color":"#000000"},"insert":"时光飞逝，流水般的日子从来不曾停止，这两年过得忙碌也寻常，这些日子飞速从我手里握着的枪中飞出，似我笔尖下流淌的墨水，顺畅又简单，恍然间消逝，在我还不曾反应过来的时候已经从我身边擦过，化作永远追不回的尘埃一粟。"},{"insert":"\n"},{"attributes":{"color":"#000000"},"insert":" "},{"insert":"\n"},{"attributes":{"color":"#000000"},"insert":"我几次三番拿下中队第一的成绩稳定，在我大三上学期真的硬生生破了从前师姐们的记录，和宋亚轩的名字肩并肩靠着那面墙上，看上去总是般配的。"},{"insert":"\n"},{"attributes":{"color":"#000000"},"insert":" "},{"insert":"\n"},{"attributes":{"color":"#000000"},"insert":"而我和宋亚轩在这两年的相处状态越发平淡，亲昵动作都习以为常，亲吻也从最初还会害羞推拉，到现在已然变成习惯性的蜻蜓点水，我们之间似是一股涓涓细流，缓慢也安稳的流淌过，一幕幕却也是值得定格的温馨画面。"},{"insert":"\n"},{"attributes":{"color":"#000000"},"insert":" "},{"insert":"\n"},{"attributes":{"color":"#000000"},"insert":"平淡期似乎也并没有那么难以忍受，靠在一起看电影或者学习工作充斥我们两个人在一起的大半时光，其余平常琐碎的生活小事穿插着发生，为生活平添色彩，但在这漫长而短暂的两年里，我们两个从来没有吵过架，就连不愉快都从来没有过。"},{"insert":"\n"},{"attributes":{"color":"#000000"},"insert":" "},{"insert":"\n"},{"attributes":{"color":"#000000"},"insert":"春夜里我和他手牵手走在温风和煦的夜晚，一步一步走得极其缓慢，十指相扣与微风纠缠，一直到秋末冬初落下一地失去水分的落叶，踩上去的声音清脆，一年终章的日子寒冷又潮湿，但他牵着我的手缩回他的口袋里的那个瞬间好像就已经比过往任何时候都要温暖了。"},{"insert":"\n"},{"attributes":{"color":"#000000"},"insert":" "},{"insert":"\n"},{"attributes":{"color":"#000000"},"insert":"我们两个平时闲下来会经常一起去那家冰粉店，大概是因为我们都有些嗜甜，玫瑰糍粑冰粉是我和他的共同喜好，小小的店面溢出丝丝缕缕的清甜味道，白色小圆子软糯香甜，吃过冰粉以后再讨一个吻才算真正的心满意足。"},{"insert":"\n"},{"attributes":{"color":"#000000"},"insert":" "},{"insert":"\n"},{"attributes":{"color":"#000000"},"insert":"而我和他的吉他并肩在书房里，一大一小立在一起，像依偎着的我们。那把吉他是我二十岁生日那天他送给我的生日礼物，上面零零散散贴着蓝鲸贴纸和几个漂亮的音符，是我和他一起贴上去的。从那以后我们经常坐在阳台弹吉他唱歌——不过通常是我来弹。"},{"insert":"\n"},{"attributes":{"color":"#000000"},"insert":" "},{"insert":"\n"},{"attributes":{"color":"#000000"},"insert":"那部我们两个都很喜欢的电影也被我们一次又一次翻出来当作茶余饭后的消遣，好像永远也不会觉得腻似的。"},{"insert":"\n"},{"attributes":{"color":"#000000"},"insert":" "},{"insert":"\n"},{"attributes":{"color":"#000000"},"insert":"牵手拥抱接吻的次数随着时间叠加，我们在无数个漆黑到世界里点亮专属于我们的光芒。"},{"insert":"\n"},{"attributes":{"color":"#000000"},"insert":" "},{"insert":"\n"},{"attributes":{"color":"#000000"},"insert":"而夜晚的暖橙色灯光下我们时不时紧贴的影子在光芒里摇摇晃晃，就那样慢悠而闲适地走过了两轮四季。"},{"insert":"\n"},{"attributes":{"color":"#000000"},"insert":" "},{"insert":"\n"},{"attributes":{"color":"#000000"},"insert":"那是我们最平静而美好的时光。"},{"insert":"\n"},{"attributes":{"color":"#000000"},"insert":" "},{"insert":"\n"},{"attributes":{"color":"#000000"},"insert":"大学时光飞速穿梭，大四生活如期而至，李可晨在一个月之前和刘耀文两个人同居了。而我和李可晨两个人在一起的日子开始认认真真聊起我们的以后。"},{"insert":"\n"},{"attributes":{"color":"#000000"},"insert":" "},{"insert":"\n"},{"attributes":{"color":"#000000"},"insert":"“我打算去考编，以后想进区法庭做入额法官，怎么样，酷吧？”李可晨挑挑眉问我。"},{"insert":"\n"},{"attributes":{"color":"#000000"},"insert":" "},{"insert":"\n"},{"attributes":{"color":"#000000"},"insert":"“酷啊，我们李可晨什么做不到啊？”"},{"insert":"\n"},{"attributes":{"color":"#000000"},"insert":" "},{"insert":"\n"},{"attributes":{"color":"#000000"},"insert":"“你呢？”"},{"insert":"\n"},{"attributes":{"color":"#000000"},"insert":" "},{"insert":"\n"},{"attributes":{"color":"#000000"},"insert":"“公安联考，以后想做刑警。”"},{"insert":"\n"},{"attributes":{"color":"#000000"},"insert":" "},{"insert":"\n"},{"attributes":{"color":"#000000"},"insert":"我记得宋亚轩从前就是刑警队的。"},{"insert":"\n"},{"attributes":{"color":"#000000"},"insert":" "},{"insert":"\n"},{"attributes":{"color":"#000000"},"insert":"“你也不赖嘛，”李可晨伸手挽住我，突然垮下了脸，“刘耀文好像也是刑警，你以后会不会跟他一样很忙啊，我守两份寡。”"},{"insert":"\n"},{"attributes":{"color":"#000000"},"insert":" "},{"insert":"\n"},{"attributes":{"color":"#000000"},"insert":"哑然失笑，我伸手去捉李可晨的手，却发觉一周前被汪靖康用枪把敲到发青的手腕又一次隐隐作痛，我不着痕迹的皱眉，伸手将长袖向下拉了拉，堪堪挡住那片青紫。"},{"insert":"\n"},{"attributes":{"color":"#000000"},"insert":" "},{"insert":"\n"},{"attributes":{"color":"#000000"},"insert":"这是九月份开学的第一个周末，空气还有些燥热，让人觉得有些闷，而今天也是刘耀文升职加薪的第一天，宁晚他们打算在家里一起涮火锅。我和李可晨两个人到家时，门只是虚掩着，能隐隐约约听到里面谈天的声音，我伸手去推门。"},{"insert":"\n"},{"attributes":{"color":"#000000"},"insert":" "},{"insert":"\n"},{"attributes":{"color":"#000000"},"insert":"厨房里的三个人单单切菜就有些鸡飞狗跳的，马大厨几次接近崩溃想把不正经的宁晚和时知遥两个人一起从厨房轰出来；而房间里的宋亚轩刘耀文严浩翔坐在一起，三个人与厨房里的三个人大相径庭，脸色都有些不好——下一秒刘耀文看见我，和严浩翔两个人一起起身坐在了旁边。"},{"insert":"\n"},{"attributes":{"color":"#000000"},"insert":" "},{"insert":"\n"},{"attributes":{"color":"#000000"},"insert":"李可晨进门后便直奔冰箱拿可乐：“晚晚姐，我拿了一瓶可乐哦！”"},{"insert":"\n"},{"attributes":{"color":"#000000"},"insert":" "},{"insert":"\n"},{"attributes":{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