when a student forgo exploring

l wanna write bad school student's problem on competition.l suddenly few days ago I said to k that how great the contemporary had written. I think of my decision,l am moved.this title maybe new because no one had written about this.ln fact it doesn't called subject research.why do l lose the mind to explore? if the research become a symbol of ability to the high school instead of guide our minds. I think it's strange